Work.

Now it's 130am, i'm eating koko krunch and 4 hours later i'll be working for my dad. sian. stupid bastard uncle. Dun get the wrong idea that im scolding cos he is not working. Got alot of factors, moron. ( Not the christian uncle, the other). Always steal my dad's money. f***. i'm always easily agitated when it comes to my parents. i love them.

Kiwi send me the song "all for love". i find it a nice song. it's by hillsongs btw. The lyrics is so meaningful.

Oh, how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive if only I ask

Yes, i guess i have broken God's heart lots of time or perhaps all the time. But all i have to do is to ask him to forgive me. However, am i asking him to forgive me?

Met up Lyd on monday. gave her tuition suppose to be maths as that's the only thing i can help her with. but she studied bio instead as she had test the nxt day. didnt help much. useless me. sry dia. After that Der happily abandon me after eating. Stupid.

Was with Glenn and co. ytd. We ate fondue at Choz. It was nice, cos Glenn works there he knew the gal obviously and so we had more hot chocolate to dip in. muahahah *evil* We even drank milkshakes from Macs at lido. Didnt know it's tt nice. (strawberry and vanilla) Glenn said the chocolate 1 sucked. So guys try at your own risk.

Later in the afternoon going blastier to jam with bra nat and der. Hope everything turn out well and all of us will enjoy ourselves. At night going KTV with Glenn they all.Guess i'll reach home at 3am den lata 5am work again AHHHH!!!! if i die, u guys know the reason.

Youth camp is on 14 june. im the kind of in charge -.- overall. Hope i can control everyone on the camp day itself.lazy to be fierce like when im in military band =( haha but i think im going bintan with glenn they all during the 1st week of june. cool rite. dive, drive, slack there =) BINTAN HERE WE COME. CLEAR BLUE SEA!

Day at home.

today got nth to do so stayed at home and be a good boy. vacuum the floor and read Straits Times.

stupid char have a new blog le.hmm guess she have things to forget i think. Too much bad memories with me liao ahhaah. eh go make tag board leh. i wanna tag oso cannot. or is my com too lousy tt i cannot see the tag board.

Char, you talked about lan. hmmm yep we have to show pple that we are different. yes we can by bringing them to church and join us for Youth fellowship. Lan is just an activity for us to get together. That's what i thought. it's the same as sometimes u girls go shopping like that. "is this dress nice?" "Wa, look at this handbag" "WOOO sales" guess it's the same hee. Just different point of view.

I want to tag you =( .

Had cell ytd. Everyone was late except me. 20 mins early. -.- No one was at Der house. so i just stone at the station. Met Nat first den headed to Der's hhouse much later. Cell was okie. Just that not sure daryl understands anot. Cos the book we are doing is definitly more difficult. Sometimes he answers correctly sometimes he is out of point. But i think he is improving and by doing this he will learn faster. We just have to be more patient in helping him. Will appreciate it if the one leading the cg make sure he is following. Atleast he is willing to learn and have a time of fellowship. Others just give excuses to not come or ignore msgs.

19 hours of coma

Thursday went out with deirdre to catch a movie "take the lead" a dancing show.
not bad if u like dance. 2 hour show. A lil draggy, but i like =)
after that met up with Glenn and some other friends. Ate desserts at Cartel cos it
10pm, way past dinner time. Proceed to church to join the ever entertaining Youth group.
A very noisy bunch of people with gre8 enthusiam. Played games and had good fellowship.
in the end i onli slept for 15 mins. Lie there for 5 mins and Joce phone rang
-.- thx to Jun xiang. den After that every 2 mins got pple open the door and ask us to wake up.
Cos it was time for morning service le. So nv slp haha sian.
After service we had worship prac. I'm not going to church early cos of work on sunday
so i didnt get involve. So i went out to get lunch for the rest with purple.
So mani orders haha from different place some more. After everything
Der send every1 to the most convenient place for Char, Nat, Tab, Alston
except me. as usual-.-

19 hours of coma. 4pm till almost 11am.

Okie im gonna blog something out. I smoke! ok yes i smoke cigarettes.
Nothing to hide. Even my parents found out cos i left it inside my pocket
and i forgot to take out. bah~ Don't any 1 of you nag me. I'm quitting so ya.
Dad talk to me beat ard the bush. He changed alot. Years back he will always shout
or hit me. But now wad i see is a disappointed dad. Weary eyes, loving dad.
Mum asked me too, disappointed too. Sigh~ bad son.

i wrote a note to them last last week telling them i love them, and dad
told me they are so happy during the talk. i teared. I'm useless.

Okays, enough of that. Played lan with Lyd and Tab. Had fun =) ahah.
Great company. Played a lil arcade too =P. after that ate chicken rice and all headed
home. Love their company. they are great fun. Oh we played a game so currently Lyd owes us swensens.
Hope i dun do any stupid mistake lata tt will end up me paying for it.

I'm bad company

met purple today and ate jap food. super full the whole day. the food is damn nice. she wanted to pay but too bad =P no need la. den we proceeded to purchase things.
Tab ur present is $104 im sry i dun print $$$ ahahah.

Teared today sigh.. haha but yep everything is ok. Family matters.

today quite moody.. cos found out smth bad. got i like am 1st in some1's black list la. some more is a parent -.- bad bad bad. nvm i also nv do any to ur child. dun wry. when im moody i like to walk. got down at tiong bahru and walked home. bought cake for my mum. but she was slping when i reach home. hmm. tmr perhaps =)

bad day... *pui* no NS letter still CMPB sucks. bad day. handphone button sticker dropped. bad day. ear piece cushion lost. bad bad bad

Insomia

alrite slept damn late last nite like 5am. couldnt get to sleep. In the end chatted with my parents when they woke up and prepare to go work which is like 3 am. after that played game with bro. cos he too cant get any slp. slpt awhile den work. came back and knocked out.

Did nth thewhole day. im wasting time here. hope i get into army soon but things seems to be bad. cos all my classmates got their army letter except me. So i might be the september intake if thats the case i'll either burn down CMPB or i'll curse the person's balls daily. and bryan's cos he cursed me. ahaha jinx freak.

had dinner with family. we walked home. was abt 20 mins walk or more. held my mum's hand all the way home. haha weird in the beginning but i felt good. I can't remember when is the last time i actually chat with her. she talked abt her child hood times the whole time. =)

i guess im too caught up with my stuffs and neglecting my parents. even if im at home i dun talk to them much.

Ice Age Is Over!

Seductive day haha (private joke)

hmmm anyway met purple early to get some stuffs. After tt we rushed to PS to catch ice age 2. we walked to ps from orchard and it rained 1/2 way -.- and it was my idea haha. sry purple. Don't fall sick on me k.

6 out of 7 went for the movie. Bra mq char me lyd and joce. der didnt come as he had to go malaysia for dunno wad reason. You stil lhave to pay me $ der. =) the show is ok la quite funny. But too short. After that we ate at swensens. All of them ordered like expensive stuffs. Being the poor me i just ordered a drink =( (Dun say i act poor ok). All headed home after that saying they are tired.

Now im here listening to songs that purple burned for me. thx didnt know you're efficient haha. turtles are meant to be slow.