30th August

hmmm so sad now lor.. .cos dearie ask mi to join her youth fellowship for canoeing.. but i cant.. got to work lor.. i wanan go with her de.. tried to cancel the work.. but cannot liaoz too late.. haiz.. dumb mi.. i realli wanna accompany baby.. but =( how i wished i can tell her how badly i wanna go with her.. but dumb mi dunno how to express.. im never gd with words...

hmmm alot alot alot of pple have a mind set tt poly is funn haiz.. whahah alot of my frens(sec sch) think so.. but.. NO! ahah so sianz.. cos alot of holidays we dun have?? childrens day we too old. youth day we too old too... no teachers' day.. everything no.. like 0.0.. thx ah.. ahah sec sch have sch frm 725- 2? ply 8-5.. -.-
ahha nvm lar.. looking forward for baby to come poly den will be very very very fun wahahah YAY!!! .. but provided she come my sch lar.. lata she go jc =(.. wahha but if can i wan her to go jc too.. better prospect i guess.. dunno lar..see wad she prefers.. but she sure say poly.. lazy gal

hmm fri we had tennis.. haha had fun there.. but starting of the training super slack.. dunno why also leh.. Alfred play like shit.. ahah he super slack den influence mi.. den he act gay some more.. sianz.. den we played matches.. haha lost to felicia.. -.- sadded.. whaha cos im too slacked? haha played with Brandon..an idiot.. he looks like a ball.. and he is an arrogant idiot.. whaha but i won him.. he learn so long still lose to mi.. he sch team i guess.. but i won?? i learnt for less den 2 months..whaha .. the best part.. he was doing volley during the ball.. den i purposely did a loop whaha !!! and he lose.. he noob.. =D ate there.. whaha i ate like $10 worth of food.. its her parents club.. so ya.. im going to pay lar.. cos too much lar.. i dun like to eat using pple's money.. unless its a treat.. ya lor.. just dun like .. i wanna enjoy my food .. tts when i pay myself.. =)
den sent dear home.. den ya lor.. when home.. =) miss dear.. (actually miss her everyday lar)

On sat.. hmm went for the Zpop concert.. whaha quite fun lar.. nice music.. chinese songs lar.. got alot of singers/artists.. e.g energy, nan quan mama, da di, fir, stella,he yao san and alot alot lar.. some i nv hear b4 de lor.. haha.. yep saw tt idiotic glenn.. whah he went too.. lol so we went to find him.. oh.. i with my cell grp.. -.-
anw.. yep.. finally get to see his GF .. why i bold it.. cos im his 6 yr buddy and tt gay nv intro his gf to mi.. lol they tgd quite long i still dunno how she looks like.. this is how Glenn treats his 6 yr fren.. haiz.. sadded to the max... yep btw.. Glenn and i going to learn driving nxt week lar.. his mum says nxt week.. so yar.. =) finally... waited so long for him lor.. yep.. im going to work this sat.. i dunno work as wad.. onli know im working in a country club lar.. so.. ya.. ahah weird mi eh? hehe

Sun had church lor.. we took a cg photo cos mike is leaving.. he is going back to nepal.. den go toronto to study i guess.. like wow.. 0.0 met dear after tt.. hmm met her at.. dhoby ghout.. cos she is at novena previously.. yalor. den she wanna go home to take her watch cos w/o her watch she feels retard.. haiz.. can live w/o mi but not her watch.. *cries* yep.. we went to kovan to take pics.. cos i somehow promise dearie tt every month we'll take pics on our monthniversary.. ya.. =) very nice lor the pic we took ahah.. but.. hmm the machine so cheapo give like 150 sec to decorate 4 pics.. like -.-.. in the end the pics alil plain but still nice.. cos wad im looking at is my dearie ahha mUaCkZ baby..
after tt.. proceeded to buy handfone chains.. ahha we took a super super long time to choose the decorations.. haha .. i dun have the pics.. but 1 DAY i'll put lar.. wahhaa.. u all wait lor.. whahaha *evil*.. den we went to have dinner with my parents.. haha the food not very nice.. think the chef change or he deprove.. yep..
here comes the best part:
we wnt to Ikea.. wahahhaha.. so sosoos fun... sosoosos nicee..we walked the whole place.. both of us onli my parents went home.. we come to diff sections lar.. haha came to a bedroom.. den got a chair.. with cushion.. dear like it so much ahah.. think im going to buy tt and place it im my new house.. my own room.. hehe.. we sat on the chair for quite awhile.. quite cosy.. we went ard sitting on diff sofas.. wahha we look simply like a young couple.. newly weds.. so loving.. hee.. tried beds too.. and we come across a bed sheet super nice.. sweetie loves it very much.. the pink one.. nice to touch and see.. dear say wanna buy the blue one for mi.. wahaha.. silly gal.. so ex u know.. we walked ard and looked at alot of stuffs.. dear n i are going to buy house slippers.. and we're gonna where in my new house.. cos she'll come my house often ba.. =) yay! yep.. we went "awww" when we came to the kids sections.. got baby cots(dunno wad is it called.. baby slps in tt) ahah .. we were like we wan a baby.. hehe.. went in some show rooms.. like wow.. 0.0 can we get married now.. LIKE NOW.. hha.. cant think of anything more.. hmm short term memory.. but realli had a gd time there.. hee.. love ya baby..
we took bus home.. ahah dear got a lil bus sick.. lol she always have..poor baby.. hugged her lor.. and she is cold.. haiz.. rub her lor.. eh.. dun think dirty.. rub her arms.. yep.. had her in my arms for thw whole bus ride.. quite long.. hee.. ya lor.. reached her house.. den ya lor.. stayed awhile.. den went home by cab..

haha today.. got like 2 lab test? 1st one to mi is super easy.. finished it in like 20 mins.. whaha no kick.. but the other one is like -.- sianz.. dunno how to do lor.. whahaa haiz.. played badminton lor.. anw im sick.. haha got throat ulcer.. super pain lor.. even eating porridge hurts.. saliva is a killer too.. haha brought water bottle to sch.. refill like 5 times?? and my bottle is like 750 ml.. whaha.. drink and urine.. drink and urine.. drink and urine.. drink and urine.. hehhe.. hmmm... k lar.. i gtg le lar.. my mum nagging.. says im sick slp now -.-.. ahah dearie also wana read my blog.. ahha so gtg..

ANW.. tml is out 7th monthniversary wahahah .. ayayayayay!!!! hehe .. long way to go ya dear?? love ya..
i'll be with you as long as u want me to.. hehe sounds familiar.. hmm.. where did i hear it frm.. hee..

God bless.. cya guys.. slp early.. whaha.. =)

love,
Roy...
will my greatest fear ever come truE??

27th August

hee... now im at baby's house.. hmm her mum is at home.. her bro is at home.. but she is not =( hmph.. nvm lar..she got test ma.. dear all the best.. =)ahah u can do it.. add oil.. jiayou..!!

hmmm.. just now in sch..nth lor.. just had sch frm 9-12.. den no more lessons already.. so ate.. den went to baby's house.. whaha wait for baby to come back is wad im doing now.. 0.0 wahaha... wanted to go Bra's house to waste time 1st.. cos dear onli fin sch at 4.30.. den reach home aslo 515.. but too mani pple going to his house.. den he scared mum will scold.. den nvm lor.. i say i dun go since all the others dun wanna back out.. some1 got to take initiative.. think im mature enuff to do tt.. whahah.. =)

on the way to dear's house.. saw two frens.. combine lecture.. so.. yep talked lor.. wahaha.. 1 of them his gf came poly this yr.. so.. yar.. when is dear coming =( den yep.. told them im going to my gf's house when they asked.. they asked wad am i going to do there with a sly attitude whhaa.. all they think is sex.. wahah.. no lar.. told them i go there wait for baby char lor.. den they ok.. den ask mi remember to go 7-11 1st (buy condom) im like -.- whaha nvm lar.. btw i n dear innocent pple ok.. =)

hmmm miss dear sosososo much... sad.. think i go stone while thinkin of her ba.. whahamuaahaa.. bye..

24th August

hiyee...
haiz.. didnt know time fly so fast...

its like 12 days since i last blogged?? haha dunno lar.. time flies.. and i just found out i dunno wads going on in my studies rite now.. its like the eighth week.. and i know realli nth abt the modules im taking this yr.. im too slack.. i realli nv listen in class and i come back home and do everything but study.. darn.. am i gonna retain.. i just cant get myself to study.. guess im too lazy?? think i wanan study le.. =)

last fri didnt have tennis.. it rained =( so baby and i stayed indoors lor.. hahah nth to do.. watch tv lor.. but i enjoyed myself =) cos having baby with mi in contented.. im happy..=) i just love ya dear.. we didn't hug.. cos her parents dun let her be in a relationship.. cos they want her to concentrate on her studies..*shrugs* do u know wad a torture.. when the gal u love u sitting beside u but u cant hug her?.. how i wish .. baby will ya marry mi?.. = (

sat i got cell group as usual.. hmm didn't play guitar .. wasn't told =) ate KFC after tt.. whahaa.. nice! but got bird flu -.- but i said grace whahaha.. so God will bless me man! AMEN! haha ya lor.. went home aft tt.. =)

met dearie on sun =) whahaha hmm we did the same routine we do for the past 1 mth?? i dunno.. i think dear got bored and said its boring.. i dunno.. im a guy with no ideas.. whaha.. hmm.. cos Singapore realli so small.. and with like limited time tgd.. like wadde.. =( can we have more time?? but i dunno.. with baby ard.. doing the same thing doesnt tire mi out.. i dun get bored.. cos wad i wan is to be with her.. i dunno.. where can we go?
dear.. i have tot on the qn u asked mi tt dae.. i will not leave u..

dear was talking to Der when i fell aslp on dunno which day.. forgot.. i fell asleep.. whaha den baby hang up the fone.. but dunno why .. whenever dear hang up i'll wake up and call back.. ahah doubts mi.. so tt dae i woke up immediately.. but im too tired to call back.. fell back to slp.. (^(O.o)^). the nxt morning.. i woke up and saw her msg.. telling mi she talkin to him.. and i check the msg time.. she talk with him like 1 hr.. my heart sang..
though i know baby talk to him abt her fren's mum funeral.. but the tot of her talking to him makes my heart sink..
Baby talk to him.. den she brought up the old times with him.. cos dunno why Der is suffering frm memory loss all of a sudden.. so they are raking abt the past.. im like =(((((((( though i realli know tts nth on.. but.. i dunno *shrugs*.. i trust sweetie.. but just felt down at tt moment.. does tt happen to all pple or me onli..

i dunno why i am very very emotional just now.. whahaha.. i had watery eyes.. im listening to a song by jay chou.. qi li xiang.. its not the lyrics.. cos i canoot catch wad he singing.. its the music.. i dunno why but dearie keep flashing in my mind lor.. i blast the song (using headphone) and i totally engrossed myself in the song..
keep thinkin of dear..
how we first met.. cos we know each other thru internet games.. den 1st met.. 1st time i date some1 out who i knew thru internet..
our 1st hug..
our 1st kiss..
our quarrels..
our cold war..
our sweet talks..

i just keep thinkin of her.. i realli realli thank God for placing her in my life.. ILOVE U DEAR!! CAN U HEAR!?!? I LOVE YA..

den i was thinkin if dear leave me.. i realli dunno wad i'll do... i reallli dunno.. *lost*
dear dun.. but if u are happier i wil not stop ya..

im now so .. i dunno.. this song irritating.. totally capture me.. whaha.. teared.. stewpid song.. put mi in tots.. make mi emotional.. hmm .. haiz.. dear we can do it.. though still a very very long..
we will..
we can.. =)
dear i love ya.. =)
love ya..
spongebob roy..

16th August

hiya all... hmm super sianz now.. haiz... writing my report now.. so shitty... i just hate writing report.. its so lame.. aarrrggghh!! just dunno wad to write lor.. stewpid course!!

hmmm waiting for dearie to call mi back.. or msn mi.. haha she went to slp just now.. den i wake her up but i asked her to go get prepare for her F&N o lvls.. haha she haad to cook lor... and she till now still dunno how to cook.. so i asked her to ask her mum lar.. so i guess.. my baby is busy and trying her best to learn =) mUaCkZ jia you !! whaha all of u pls pray for my precious wife hor... tml she having her Os.. hmm thx guys..

yep ytd got church.. whaha realli enjoyed myself there.. =) we were celebrating the 15th anniversary of CHC!!... haha so fun.. we got 60++ ministries.. but onli 30++ gave a short performance all so nice lor.. ahha =)bravo!

met dearie after church lor .. hehe .. met her at City hall.. hmm yalor.. she was late.. cos she is with DERICK.. haha .. when i heard it i was like.. -.- nvm lar.. waited for a while lar.. oh ya!! i wore formal.. lol long sleeve collar shirt and black pants and black leather shoes.. lol.. look old?? no lar.. smart! and mature.. tts wad dear says.. and she tell mi to wear often lor!! whahah 0.0 she say she like it very much.. say im very handsome.. haha.. think dear wanna make mi happi lar.. =) thx dear..

oko.. we went to catch a movie =) THE VILLAGE.. ahha ok lar the show.. we bought htdog bread inside to munch lar.. as usual.. finnishs it b4 the show actually starts.. hmm.. =P.. hmm ya lor.. we ate and shop ard.. dear looking for jeans and belt.. and she bought a dunno wads tt called.. a cloth tts wraps ard ur body.. lol.. can subsitute a jacket lar..

after tt met Glenn and Manda .. went to watch the fireworks ... we had a very nice view... was on the bridge.. but both mi and dear was unprepared.. we did not bring our cameras.. cos cos "jio" us last min lar.. lol
but gd lar.. .at least he got ask.. and its worth it.. the fireworks is DAMN NICE hahaha.. sososoos nice.. lol i realli dunno how to describe.. but its realli realli realli nice... splendid!! lasted quite long though... longer den i expected.. lol ok.. den we went to eat at Garlic retaurant.. and ate dessert.. haha and Dearie went jealous?? ahha... cos i saw... YT and i saw big bum..hahha... both were my.. u know who.. lol... ya lor.. she went soo jealous hehe.. silly dear.. yalor.. eat le.. den sent her home..

i think i realli nid a phone... my phone a lil sucky... buttons are pathetic.. and that idiotic Glenn keeps changing phone where u dun get any new ones.. lol my hp is already like.. going to 3 yrs old?? i dunno.. hmmm
poor roy.. sadded.. whahaha.. .any1 wanna buy fone for mi??

k lar.. i wanna go do my report le.. wanna slp.. tml still got a speech and presentation to do.. dumb course.. lol sianz to the max.. miss dear so much.. haha .. cya.. bye.. God bless..

14th August

halo every1.. ahha so sianz...
here to blog a lil lar... nth to say... heex... cos nth much hapens??

had tennis on fri.. tt is yesterday?? ahha ya lor... quite fun.. just found out tt my tennis improved i think?? dunno.. haha dear said so too.. but dunno issit she make mi happi one.. yalor... b4 tennis we played a lil arcade in the club.. haha play $3 worth of it.. hehe...ya lor.. and she wanna eat.. -.- always say diet but keep eating.. scold her also no use.. always skip proper meals.. but always eat snacks.. ahah box her.. she bought chicken wings.. and she eat till so cute lor.. like small gal whahaha.. she eat.. den all the crumps drop on ur skirt.. lool.. haiyo.. den still happily eating.. ahaha =) so cute~~ bth.. den i must help her sweep away.. heex..

hmm... just now was talkin abt she and her direction prpob lol... dear everytime dunno how to go to this place and tt place.. haha always i must lead.. lol dunno why.. she toot toot de.. haha dear ah.. must learn ok.. or else nxt time i die u how?? haha den everytime she will trip on stuffs.. or wad.. but always hold on to her =).. will try all my best.. realli ALLL my best.. not to let her fall.. cant bear to see her hurt =) loving ya..

Yep dear got her o lvl results liaoz .. her chinese one.. hiaz.. she got B3.. ahha she aiming for A.. nvm dear its ok.. its gd.. haha =) haiz.. hate to talk abt chinese o lvl.. cos i got C5 or C6 forgot.. and i lost to the pathetic Glenn Lim Wei Teck... stewpid ass... his chinese is super pathetic.. but he got B4?? or B3?? ... aaargghh... idiot.. sad.. he everytime fail one.. but like tt.. wads this.. he cant een speak chinese.. ok dun deny glenn.. whahha
anw he intro mi a job lar.. haha gd.. going to work in the hol.. get xtra $$ yep =).. thx pal.. working tgd again whaha... wadeva.. Glenn still sucks

hmmm.. ya lor... tml is my church 15th aniiversary.. so i think we all celebrating. =) haha got special event =) yay!!! yep.. gonna enjoy it.. ahaha.. but the thing is tt its an adult service.. so we have to wear formal?? haha and i dunno wad to wear lor... think i'll look stewpid.. dunno lar.. haha sianz.. wad to wear ..wad to wear..

k lar.. i gtg.. going to call dear.. i think she wait quite long le.. she got menstrual cramps.. poor baby.. mUaCkz.. loving ya dear... jia you.. see ya tml.. yay!! tml can see u le.. whahah so happi... hmmm where to bring u.. i'll ponder lar..

k nitez guys... =) all the best.. =) God bless..

10th August

yoyoyoyo everyone.. hahaha... hmmm dunno why alot of ppes say i nv blog any... no wad.... i blog regularly?? rite??? all agree??!?! yay~~.. know ou all agree rite.. haha =) .. .dearie also say i nv blog.. i did! hahaa =P

so sianz... today is so stewpid... got sch whereby sec sch and jc are like holiday?? hmmm so unfair... sadded to the max lor.. haiz.. todays schol is 10-3.. lolx.. sianz.. talked to dearie o0n the way to sch.. haha cos she got no sch -.-.. yep... told her i wanna skipped class... den she angry .. O.o .. but not realli angry lar.. she just wanna make a pt tt she wans mi to go.. haha so cute~ ya lor.. reached class already den put down the fone... hmmm..

called dear during luch.. haha and she is soooOOoOo cute.. hee keep calling mi with tt cute voice... den say she miss mi so much lolxx..den she say she got alot of charm.. cos out of so mani gals i chose her.. lol.. and i said no lor.. haha i said cos she seduce mi whahahah!!!! ya lor.. seduce mi till i like her.. her skills so gd.. lolxx.. hee got a fun talked... we talked quite long.. cos the food i ordered... i wait super long??lik 15 mins?? sianz.. stewpid chef.. lol..

ya lor.. den went home... actually wanan go cut hair.. den.. they NEVER OPEN!!!! aarrrghhh... have been trying to get my hair cut?? but its either they too mani pple or nv open =( sadded... maybe i should have long hair?? hahah dearie sure shout "NO!!!"

On sunday i made dearie cry.. haha haiz... dunno wad happen to mi.. she step on my slippers den i think i reacted too harshly?? i guess the slippers is quite new.. soo.. yep think i shouted at her.. dear im sorry.. i realli dun mean it.. dui bu qi lao po~ haiz.. den she cried lor.. *sobz* den my heart was like *piang*..shattered heart.. made my dear cry.. and she cry in front of mi.. im so heartbroken.. i love ya dear.. hugged and *hong* her.. silly dear.. its my fault..

hee ya lor... miss dear sooOoo much lol... think she slping... cos i called her to rest.. cos she got headache.. poor dearie.. *hugs*.. dear must be thinkin im playing game.. but nope!! ahah im blogging lol yay!! heex she will be surprised i guess.. hee. dunno why she likes to read my blog.. haha she say nice to read.. but i dun find it interesting in any way.. lolxx.. just hope my blog will bring her a million smiles =)

tml im going to have tennis again~~ sch one.. its getting better lar.. cos now left quite few pple.. so can play more.. lol.. yep.. tml sch is so early.. haiz.. 830-3.. den tennis.. haha sadded... yep.. OH YA!! today my new have started to renovate yay!! ahah adad say will finish abt 2 mths lata.. cant wait to move house.. den i'll have my own bedroom?? and most importantly it means dear's o lvl will end soon.. ahha wooooot~ lalala yayaya hahha so happi.. .think im mad..den if she go Singapore Poly den MUAhahahaah8aaha.. den after sch can go my house... wWHAhaahahha.... i guess i think too much.. hee.. think i realli mad.. hmmm God bless mi.. heee

Think i blog very lil leh... den dear will nag... say i everytime blog lil... but the longer i blog the happier she gets haha.. hmm i think thats all le lar... ahah i wanna bathe le... so stinky and sticky.. haha =P babay i love u ok =) God bless everyone =)

2nd August..

heheeh.. hiyee guys.. hmm ll just bathed.. hmm.. shiok! cold shower best.. today's shcol is sooOOo boring.. ok wat's new rite? haha.. mondays are the worst man.. 8-5.. ahaha deaded.. luckily nxt week is national day den no sch!! yea!! *starts to love national day* lol..

hmmm... met Glenn just now.. hmm a while for dinner.. talked lar.. dunno how long nv meet already.. aha.since my bdaE? haha we went to food court lar.. dun wanna waste money.. but we ate alot.. hmm so still spend alot?? hahah... ate pig's organ soup(yummy).. haha.. den we ate fruits?? miracle eh?.. den we talk alot.. den saw pple eat oyster carrot cake*drools* so we went to buy.. LOLxx.. ya lor.. den went hommeee..

hmmm.. last sat went to meet dearn family for dinner.. went to a stall at macpherson there to eat lor.. den found out tt no 1 had enough cash.. so dear's parents were like -.- haha.. but i g ot lar.. =) her dad returned.. so u all dun think i treat.. its not tt way.. lolxx.

hahah ytd met dear again!! !ahha this week met 3 times.. lol.. her mum like not happi.. oopss.. ahha hmm but when i send her home her father was ok.. still smiling lar.. hope its not appearance onli.. lol..
okie.. was our 6th monthniversary on the 31st lar.. hee.. yay!! bought dearie a pink rose.. so nice.. think she liked it lar.. wanna read her comments go see her blog lor.. keke.. hmm and wrote a small card for her.. hee.. yep met her after church lar.. took cab to but the flower and meet her.. cab fare $12.00.. lol nvm lar.. church end late so take cab lor.. hehe.. we ate at yoshinoya.. den went shopping.. she pulled mi to take those neoprint cards?? or wadeva.. was my 1st time.. hmm nv went there cos its so girly lor.. lol but since she wan soOOo much and our monthniversary so i went in lor.. haha.. =) view the pics at my dearie's blog lar.
ya lor.. den we went to suntec yep.. bought tix for King Arthur.. den went for a walk.. dear bought ear studs from Perlini's silver.. $5 haha small stars.. realli enjoyed myself lor. haha the show not bad lar.. dearie likes it alot.. hmm ahah she says she wanna be a "gentle" warrior.. O.o den i told her i wanna be a mute singer LOL!!! haha how can a warrior be gentle lor.. hmm yep.. love dear soo much. she's just so cute and sweet..

love ya dear.. be there for u always. mUaCkZ..

roy