boredom

Now doing nothing... its the stupid time of the day again, i hate 3-5 o'clock. It's like out of no where. waiting for the time to pass faster so that i can go play tennis--- it's still vvvv long. Char is as usual sleeping.. zzz left me here alone. Her lap top so hard to use.. maybe is all laptops are hard to use.

Heard from my fren that my lecturere is going to see our project on Monday and guess wad.. we are onli 50 % done.. we are liek so dead ... sigh. Nothing seems to work.. and we are suppose to show him? show him nth ah. No wonder its called deadline.. cos every1 will die if nth works or is done.

That day dreamt that i'm driving my car to a chalet to meet my frens. sigh. in the end woke up felt super sianz ccos its over. Back to reality.

i wanna go university but keep on playing and didn't study. Should work on time management. now wanan study already its too late. sigh. cos my results too lousy likao. even if i get all distinction for my last sem. it cant help me get into a local U. Regret...

k la stop here. damn sianz. better wake her up.

Look ahead...

Learnt a lesson today: 99% of the things that happen in your life is unfair.

She is staying overnight in a chalet with him again. It's just 1/2 a yr and it's the forth time perhaps? However, this time i think its really no link? Cos the chalet is organised by his club and not hers. I totally see no point in why she need to go.Need 1 more majong player? haha wow the club have hundreds over members why you lol.. not your club right, Char.

After blogging this sure quarrel again cos she will say why must you tell the whole world blah blah blah~. Makes a lil sense but if its like tt what are blogs for whn you can't blog what you feel. Does it make sense? If an author write something tt might offend some 1 means he cant write a book anymore?

I'm not trying to make a bad guy.. Yep he might be good i don't know. But i know he is gd to you as u seem to like him alot. Good for you, Bad for me. That's how things work. There's pros and cons.

Sigh~

My fyp has no progress. deadline is this freaking thursday. Nothing is done when EVERYONE finish already. Freaking stress. No mood to do anything.

Everything is unfair.God is fair.. no 1 loves me except God and my family? who wants to love me...

Singing frenzy

Majesty (here I am) is a gd song. Fellow brothers and sisters go listen =).

16th Oct

Hmmm here again. Sometimes i hope i can go army now.. maybe i can grow up faster.. maybe i can forget some things.. or perhaps avoid knowing things. you all can call it escaping from reality. Hah.

So tired to smile to every1.. so tired to hide.

I can only find rest in You.

16th Oct

Poly sucks everything sucks haha. Though having holidays now but have to go sch like everyday to rush the damn FYP(final yr proj). the death line is like er end of this month? and my team only like finished 10% wth. It's damn difficult to do and no help is given. sigh~

So sianz.. found out mani thing through blogs. Guessed i get very fed up with dumb pple who play " bf & gf " games. ahha not tgd but call each other dear and darlings. gets on my nerve. Grow up man. woo him/her den call la. lol.

Got to realised 1 more weakness of mine while talking to God. He made me realised tt I i'm freaking lousy in letting go. Hmm. this few days i can listen to church songs the whole morning =) kind of provides me peace and joy.. Parents work so i can blast the whole house haha. Can't seem to write my second song. hmm does mood affects your ablility or capability?

Hahah i took like 1 hr to blog this la.. cos im singing lol. Christian song rocks. It's not cos of the melody, not the instruments.. its the lyrics.. that makes a christian song.

wooo now going out liao.. Grandpa's birthday. hmmm =) Food i'm coming