29th July

had driving today.. hmm everythings is gd.. just that im late. sigh yep. rush out of my house after i gel my hair up. hmmm took out my ring and forgot to wear back.. felt weird the whole day. now i know why.. its a sign hmm.

anyway, im thinking of closing my blog. No one is reading and i think its useless as you can't blog what you feel out as there's so much to care about. u might aggitate, depress, ruin other's reputation, etc.

To char: Hey, im sorry about walkin away yesterday suddenly. i wanted to tell you im happy for you. But i couldn't hold my tear any longer and i dun wan you to see that. Remember I'm happy as long as u are. Actually i knew both of you will hold hands yesterday, had a feeling. and im right. My "six sense" nv fails me. All these while I'm just clinging on to a hope that i know will vanish someday. Just hoping it will last longer. But some how know the days are short as i see you two progress. Talking on the phone almost everyday, go out,etc. i know is a sooner or later thing. hmm It's ok. I'll be fine after awhile. Fell aslp yesterday quite early i guess.. didn't feel like doing anything, cried myself to sleep. I'll be there for you if u need me =) that's what are friends for. Thanks for all the good memories and experiences. It's all memories now. hmm, so wasted. Broke up before my birthday. =) but thanks for celebrating for me. Enjoyed my birthday. Seems like you were mine.whahaha dumb -.- .Hmmm, it's over. thanks. Take care, i hope he will.

14th July

hmmm so so long nv blog... seriously i don't know wad to blog abt. cos somethings are so personal.. and not suitable to blog it out.. sometimes not everything need to be sad.. keeping it in ur heart is sweet and warm.. =)

was with char just now.. met her aft schol. wait for her so long at the station. the weather is a killer.. was sweating. hmm ok we proceeding to ang mo kio cos we are going to her grandma's place to have dinner and see her new born cousin. so we dropped by a departmental store and bought stuffs for the baby ( male ). bought a bip, cap and a rubber ducky.. the rubber ducky is very special.. cos if the water is too hot for the baby to bathe in.. a word HOT will be shown.

went there played with the baby.. ate, watch tv and talk . den send her home.. and end of the day! wahaha enjoyed myself so much.. kind of love kids. =P

recently got the army letter -.- sian... its just to inform me to book an appointment for medical check up.. all my classmates got it too.. and yrp its connfirmed tt they will chk the whole body -.- gay checkers.. lol.wadeva nth scary anw. army soon~ sigh~ 2 yrs NS lar.. national slavery.

oh ya.. i made a donation a few weeks ago. den realised the 1st prize is a car! i wan a car.. so pray for me. =) wahha jk. hmm my exams is arriving soon.. 2 more weeks. den now have alot of lab tests and presentation. stress..

k think i'll stop her.. so tired.. wanna slp. cya!

2nd July

hmm mnow is 1231... its not my birthday liao.. hmmm enjoyed myself today. wahha its my BIRTHDAY.. ahha.. hmmm im older.. i guess i have to enjoy my last "teen" yr.. next yr will be 20 -.-. sianz.. become a 2 in front la.. not more 1

hmmm last night... at 12 midnight. my handphone was flooded.. hmm was quite surprised some ppl actually remembered =) hmm went to church for band prac.. and played a lil table tennis.. so boring.. play with bra so easy.. he is damn lousy in it.. ahha.. char also can win him.

hmmm den went home.. cos i have a birthday dinner with my frens.. invited them over to my house. My mom was great.. cooked so much and so nice.. thx mom.. love her.. and she kissed me too haha.. hmmm the food is nice.. hmm its a let me see.. its a dunno 5 or 6 course dinner... ahha.. imagine 6 dishes for u.. woah~ supermom! haha. she even made ice cream..(note: she made!) haha. so nice.. and my b dae cake is chocolate mint.. nice..

ok.. best part.. when takin photo... my cake looks like it caught fire.. wahha... cos got too mani candles.. ( i'm not old.. just alot of candles. period) and yep.. we take foto till the candles almost burn finish... den we sang birthday song like super fast.. made a wish and i blow the candles.. and guess wad.. onli 2 candles remained ahha. oh.. anyway the "happy birthday" sign caught fire to... was so chaotic ahha.

thx guys for putting aside ur stuffs and celebrate my dinner thx. =) and wad a pleasant surprise.. i love my frens.