AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

24th August

hiyee...
haiz.. didnt know time fly so fast...

its like 12 days since i last blogged?? haha dunno lar.. time flies.. and i just found out i dunno wads going on in my studies rite now.. its like the eighth week.. and i know realli nth abt the modules im taking this yr.. im too slack.. i realli nv listen in class and i come back home and do everything but study.. darn.. am i gonna retain.. i just cant get myself to study.. guess im too lazy?? think i wanan study le.. =)

last fri didnt have tennis.. it rained =( so baby and i stayed indoors lor.. hahah nth to do.. watch tv lor.. but i enjoyed myself =) cos having baby with mi in contented.. im happy..=) i just love ya dear.. we didn't hug.. cos her parents dun let her be in a relationship.. cos they want her to concentrate on her studies..*shrugs* do u know wad a torture.. when the gal u love u sitting beside u but u cant hug her?.. how i wish .. baby will ya marry mi?.. = (

sat i got cell group as usual.. hmm didn't play guitar .. wasn't told =) ate KFC after tt.. whahaa.. nice! but got bird flu -.- but i said grace whahaha.. so God will bless me man! AMEN! haha ya lor.. went home aft tt.. =)

met dearie on sun =) whahaha hmm we did the same routine we do for the past 1 mth?? i dunno.. i think dear got bored and said its boring.. i dunno.. im a guy with no ideas.. whaha.. hmm.. cos Singapore realli so small.. and with like limited time tgd.. like wadde.. =( can we have more time?? but i dunno.. with baby ard.. doing the same thing doesnt tire mi out.. i dun get bored.. cos wad i wan is to be with her.. i dunno.. where can we go?
dear.. i have tot on the qn u asked mi tt dae.. i will not leave u..

dear was talking to Der when i fell aslp on dunno which day.. forgot.. i fell asleep.. whaha den baby hang up the fone.. but dunno why .. whenever dear hang up i'll wake up and call back.. ahah doubts mi.. so tt dae i woke up immediately.. but im too tired to call back.. fell back to slp.. (^(O.o)^). the nxt morning.. i woke up and saw her msg.. telling mi she talkin to him.. and i check the msg time.. she talk with him like 1 hr.. my heart sang..
though i know baby talk to him abt her fren's mum funeral.. but the tot of her talking to him makes my heart sink..
Baby talk to him.. den she brought up the old times with him.. cos dunno why Der is suffering frm memory loss all of a sudden.. so they are raking abt the past.. im like =(((((((( though i realli know tts nth on.. but.. i dunno *shrugs*.. i trust sweetie.. but just felt down at tt moment.. does tt happen to all pple or me onli..

i dunno why i am very very emotional just now.. whahaha.. i had watery eyes.. im listening to a song by jay chou.. qi li xiang.. its not the lyrics.. cos i canoot catch wad he singing.. its the music.. i dunno why but dearie keep flashing in my mind lor.. i blast the song (using headphone) and i totally engrossed myself in the song..
keep thinkin of dear..
how we first met.. cos we know each other thru internet games.. den 1st met.. 1st time i date some1 out who i knew thru internet..
our 1st hug..
our 1st kiss..
our quarrels..
our cold war..
our sweet talks..

i just keep thinkin of her.. i realli realli thank God for placing her in my life.. ILOVE U DEAR!! CAN U HEAR!?!? I LOVE YA..

den i was thinkin if dear leave me.. i realli dunno wad i'll do... i reallli dunno.. *lost*
dear dun.. but if u are happier i wil not stop ya..

im now so .. i dunno.. this song irritating.. totally capture me.. whaha.. teared.. stewpid song.. put mi in tots.. make mi emotional.. hmm .. haiz.. dear we can do it.. though still a very very long..
we will..
we can.. =)
dear i love ya.. =)
love ya..
spongebob roy..