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Saturday, July 31, 2004

31th July..

ytd had tennis.. ahha.. hmm phone almost spoilt.. haha.. i left my fone in dearie's bag.. and yep.. when we reached the club.. we found out tt apple juice is spilled in her bag.. darn cap went loose.. haha.. best rite.. haha so everything inside the bag is "drunk" haha.. luckily her digi cam is alrite.. hmm haha.. we went to the toilet to get the things wiped and cleaned.. i help dearie clean her fone.. so turn out her fone is ok.. but i kindof tore the kep pad.. haha while washin.. lol i so clumsy.. and the keypad 2 went missing.. lolxx.. dunno la.. haha cannot find it in the end.. stange..

My fone was spoilt... cannot even on it.. haha =( but in the end it recovered.. so i guess the liquid haven dry up at 1st.. so cannot operate.. lata dry up liaoz.. den ya lor.. worked =) dun worry dear.. not ur fault.. dun blamed urself.. now its working ah = ) love u ok.. hee.. ytd i noe u are upset tt u made it spoilt.. can feel it.. den i wanna hug u .. but u like dun wan.. guess u blaming urself.. its ok.. =) even its spoilt i will not scold.. i will not raise my voice... cos ilu ah.. and God loves to put test/trials in our lives.. and if i realli scold.. i think i failed.. =) and im happy i passed it.. heex.. we passed dear .. *smiles*

hmm... today i woke up and saw dearie's msg =).. i simply cant help to smile.. imagine u can see the msg ur dearie sent the 1st thing u open ur eyes.. =) she ask mi if u can meet her for lunch.. haiz.. but i woke up kind of late.. pig me..cos usually we dun meet on sat.. tts why i slp late. but dearie is kind of unhappy.. den the worst thing is tt i forgot todae is our 6th month anniversary.. im such an idiot.. tt hurt dear the most.. but how i wished i can at least explain... i realli remember the whole week.. but it just slipped off.. i..*sigh*..
made dearie super sad.. guess im a lousy bf.. think i failed this one.. i sucked.. i just suck.. dear said we are getting further n further.. =( she said maybe its becos we are not meeting as often .. cos now we onli meet once a week ma.. cos her mum wanna "discipline" her.. cos her o lvl coming.. both of us are like dying to meet each other a week.. but its realli emotionally draining... dear everytime will think of the pessimistic side.. cos we realli meet little.. and ya lor.. meet on sundays.. if she got yf den meet at 3.. den the next day is monday got sch.. so we like meet a few hours.. like realli not enough to cover up for the week.. maybe that's why dearie say i dun love her alr... den she asked mi if i liked someone else.. i realli nv lar.. = (
o lvl... -.- .. big big obstacles... *sigh*.. can u get lost. haha .. it will end ard 22 nov if i nv remember wrongly.. roughly 4 mths?..aaargghh!! dun wanna lose baby..

baby char.. Happy 6th month anniversary.. =) i love u and it never decrease.. just going up and up.. =) though we realli meet very little.. i still do.. still do love u dear.. and miss u.. hope u do too?? though negative though cross ur mind sometimes.. dun care.. stupid devil.. haha. just keep in mind tt baby roy is always thinkin of u.. and u never left his mind at all.. =) *smiles*

loving ya...

baby roy loves u..